[ outgoing » sms » “cher” ] OMG [ outgoing » sms » “cher” ] That is so messed up [ outgoing » sms » “cher” ] Those freaks should be caged and beaten, how dare ! [ outgoing » sms » “cher” ] are you okay babe?? [ outgoing » sms » “cher” ] god, if i was there i’d kill them for you
[ outgoing » sms » D ] I’m fine lol
[ outgoing » sms » D ] I’m soooo getting more locks on my door though
it’s all too easy to take her honey-dripped words as gospel.for anyone, really, but especially for the girl who looks at alison dilaurentis every day as if she hung up the moon with her own two hands. part of emily wants to ask again, make sure alison isn’t mistaking her for someone else right now – if it wouldn’t make her sound like a broken record. “well… i’m glad i can help you be yourself, then, ali.” she really is, yet doubt still lingers; what does that confession mean for the rest of their friends?
she loves this part. mermaid of a girl’s uncertainty might be the cutest thing she’s ever seen. if her life were a romcom, this would be where she leaned in to kiss her love interest ( the thought turns her stomach over and coy line about how she knows emily wants to kiss her to something childish and dumb ) only to be interrupted by something tedious, like loser mona or that freak A harassing her again.❝ i’m glad too.❞ her life isn’t a romcom. still —❝je t’adore.❞ she wishes it was.
[ outgoing » sms » “cher” ] oh god, what’d that loser do now? [ outgoing » sms » “cher” ] your parents should totally just send him to military school.
[ outgoing » sms » D ] Lmao I wish
[ outgoing » sms » D ] He threw another party with his loser “ friends ” and they trashed the house
[ outgoing » sms » D ] They don’t even like him they’re just creeps who want an excuse to get stoned and try to get in my pants. I like barricaded my door so they’d stop harassing me
WHY NOT ?! she wants to scream it. she was a genius undeniably but this she would never understand. she knew she could be a great friend to the blonde. arguably the best after her precious emily but she couldn’t even convince her to give it a CHANCE. it was impossible and why ?? what had she don’t to gain her hatred. god, she wanted to ask. but the words wouldn’t force themselves out. loser mona couldn’t form a single syllable so intimidated by the queen of mean before her.
when mona is mute,like prey that plays dead, alison feels her teeth grind — a bad habit her dentist wants to give her a mouth guard to stop — and well manicured nails dig into her palm. her blood is at a boil. ❝well?❞ she hisses. a lack of reaction is her least favorite kind.( she needs power, she’s got blood - lust and sharp teeth to show for it. or maybe she’s just lashing out at the easy prey because she can’t go for the kill at home.) ❝ are you gonna leave me alone or not,freak?❞
“really?” teeth catching her lip halfway through a smile and head tilted askew, emily barely resists the urge to lean forward, to tuck a stray lock of golden hair that’s fallen forward safely away and press a kiss to the soft lips it reveals. “but… what about the others?” what could possibly set her apart from them, beyond her own wishful thinking?
cobalt eyes turn almost earnest. with her reputation, it’s hard to know if this is how she really feels. still, from behind secrets sheltered and lies mothered,girl of myth scoffs lightly and tells the truth, or a fragment of it,❝ what about them?you’re the only one i can be myself with, em.❞
‘ what do you think? it’s not every day you can turn your favorite disney movie into a fashion accessory. ‘ she smiles, exuberant laughter as she shrugs her shoulders. by now, doing the least expected, including a rather unique sense of style is what aria’s friends are no longer surprised by.
blonde bombshell reaches out to touch. a flash of pride in her girl strikes her.sometimes alison thinks she’d like to be more like aria.❝…i like it. it’s cute.❞ the words take a moment of consideration. telling the truth isn’t something the ringleader is practiced at.
there’s something cruel in the autumn air. lips painted jungle red snarl angrily.( in the wild, this is where prey is granted a quick death. ) ❝ the way you follow me around like some sad, ugly puppy is pathetic, mona. i’m sick of you trying to sit with me and my friends at lunch and flagging us down at the mall. we don’t like you —we’re never gonna friggin’ like you. get a clue, loser.❞( alison has always been the worst kind of predator.)
she catches eyes of bronze and everything turns to mush. pauses, then she says,❝ you’re my best friend, you know that right?❞she feels the warmth of her own feelings, burning quietly in the pit of her stomach. this is another secret to omit from her diary.
this is a private and canon divergent portrayal of alison dilaurentis of freeform's pretty little liars with heavy headcanoning and no book influence.
i generally portray ali pre series and up to season 4a but will write 4b+ if we plot that.
this blog is currently being majorly revamped.
triggers
this blog is trigger heavy. alison is a survivor of pedophilia, csa, child abuse, and stalking and pre-series is a perpetuator of emotional abuse and bullying. everything but bullying will be tagged. pedophilia will never be written though it is a recurring theme in ali's life and backstory. i recommend not following if abuse is a major trigger for you.
ships
ali has a lot to work through and most of her ships, romantic and platonic, are superficial unless developed otherwie.
i'm fine with platonic and romantic pre-established ships as long we discuss them first but i prefer natural ships, of course.
credits
my icon psd uses the border of dragons by melodramarps and an adjusted version of ladybug by queenedbee.
all promos, icons, and graphics you see on this blog are created by me and not up for public use unless stated otherwise.
notice
under no circumstances will i interact with hamilton muses, muses that are nazis or parallel nazis, cis-swapped muses, or multis with these muses so just don't follow me.
mun
you can call me mila or camz if camila is too formal. i'm 19 now but i won't write smut. i use she/her and they/them. mutuals can ask for snapchat, discord, etc. i swear a lot.
divergence
i almost entirely disregard everything from s5+ and 4b is like a loose suggestion.
the biggest things that aren't canon on my blog are every a reveal after mona, alex drake, cece being a dilaurentis, and spencer being mary's daughter.
my ali apologizes personally and in depth to the girls about her treatment of them and actually gets to confront her family's abuse of her as well as how they influenced her to be abusive when she was 14. she's still shady and can be a thot bc she's still ali and she's also being framed for murder.
furthermore, ali is diagnosed with ptsd, bipolar i, and bpd upon returning and is pushed to go to therapy. one day i'll write real meta abt that bc that's super important to me.
since cece isn't a, alison doesn't stay in rosewood after graduating college. she cuts ties with her family aside from jason and moves to a big city. what exactly happens from there is verse dependent
oh also? my ali is jewish. ali is ethnically sephardic but was raised catholic and she finds her faith in hashem and converts to reform judaism after her return. it is extremely unlikely that if we're writing pre ali's return your muse knows she is jewish.
stats
name: alison lauren dilaurentis.
nicknames: ali , a , al ( by her father only ).
dob: june sixth.
nationality: american.
ethnicity: sephardic jewish.
gender: cis girl , she / her.
sexuality: emilysexual ( she’s working it out ).
religion: lapsed catholic / ( after return ) reform judaism.
height: five foot six.
disorders: bpd , ptsd , bipolar i disorder ,( pre return ) bulimia nervosa.
zodiac: gemini.
moral alignment: chaotic neutral.
myer briggs: the protagonist, enfj-a.
rheti: the motivator or the leader, type 3 or type 8.
the queen's exile ends . she returns to her kingdom with her keys in hand and court on arm and things should be fine now . spoiler alert : they aren't .
if loser mona thinks sending the big bad bitch away will solve her problems , she's dumber than she looks .A is nothing but a pathetic immitation of the real thing, and alison is going to let them all know it .